I am so excited to finally get my port out. I cannot explain my ecstasy but I am also unsure. Yes it is an exciting event but it has always sort have been a safety for me. If I got sick, they would send me to the hospital and immediately they would access my port. When I got to the hospital for my treatment they would access me. So I refer my port as something good. It gave me the treatment I needed and took the cancer away.
Don’t get me wrong! I would love it to be out, but I’m still unsure. People say you should be happy, there’s nothing to be unsure about. They don’t understand. If that’s not there and my cancer comes back, which is highly unlikely, there won’t be an immediate solution. I guess I’m just gonna have to deal with that after.
Don’t get me wrong! I would love it to be out, but I’m still unsure. People say you should be happy, there’s nothing to be unsure about. They don’t understand. If that’s not there and my cancer comes back, which is highly unlikely, there won’t be an immediate solution. I guess I’m just gonna have to deal with that after.
I can joke about having cancer now. My friends ask each other what is the scariest experience you have ever had. They assume that my scary experience would be having cancer. I would say “I nearly fell backwards on the ice! That was scary!” Trust me on this, it is!
For now. I’m going to enjoy whatever life throws at me! Anyway I hope to update as often as I can! BYE!
